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Awwww Shit! Its all over now!

2005/11/03,12:06

Wow, I am in a carzy mood today. I'm sure it has something to do with last night. Lets discuss:

Last night I went over to my ex's house, and as usual we hung out, and then did the whole kissing "and stuff" thing. Lately I've been feeling as if our relationship is nothing more than a physical relationship to him.

To me, I would still like it to be more, but lately I have been feeling like I am ready to move on. If there is no chance of there being an "us" again, then I'm waisting my time.

So I asked him, I said, "You know where I stand on our relationship, but I need to know where you are. what does this mean to you? Is this strictly a physical relationship for you?" he looked at me for a minute, clearly debating between telling me what I wanted to hear and the truth, and so I said "I want the truth, I'm not even going to be upset, I just need to know so I can figure some things out."

So he told me that for him, it was nothing more than a physical relationship. To be clear I asked "So you wouldn't be upset if I started dating someone else?" and he said no.

Now that I know where we are, I think I am finally ready to move on, and I can do so with a guilt free consience.

Don't get me wrong, I will always love him, hes like a best friend to me, and I too him, but now, I can let it go no strings attached. I've been trying to do that since august.

*kiss kiss*

-Josie-

P.S. - I'm looking for cool blogs to read.