Oh Josie, You've Done it Again.
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I went shopping with my ex and his mom yesterday, and then we went back to his house. His room was a mess and he had just bought all these storage bins, so I helped him clean his room.
To make a long story short, we ended up on his newly made bed, listning to music, and he kissed me. I knew this was gonna happen, as you know if you read my first post, which was kind of long.
About 10:45 I went home, and called him. I have to work today and I had to be up early, so I got off the phone with him at about 1:00, and before he hung up he said "Hey... I love you."
*Sigh* Oh now what to do. If this is going to be a repeat of the last time, we'll kiss, hang out, roll around a little bit, and then move on. But last time, he never told me he loved me.
I dunno if I even want to date him at all, but I know I shouldn't be kissing him if I don't. Part of me does want to date him though. I feel like such a whore. ((Don't get me wrong, there was no, and will be no sex.)) but who makes out with their friends? because thats all he is right now, is a friend, who happens to be my ex.
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*sigh*I suppose I already knew that even as I was writng this blog...
All he wants is sex... I know because I asked I asked him, I asked him if he hd any feelings for me AT ALL that weren't sexul. He said no.
Then why does he get so jelouse when I flirt with oher guys? Why does he want sex with ME, when he can get it from someone more pretty, more skinny, and whos willing to actually give it to him?
So maybe he likes the chase. Maybe the fact that I won't have sex with him, make it more apealing. But there are alot hotter girls out there playing hard to get.
I'm not exactly the hottest girl in school.
Thanx for the comment
an ounce of truth is worth a pound of prevention.
1) males don't have female friends, they have chicks they'd like to be with, but for whatever reason they can't.
2) all he has on his young mind is sex. Teenage boys (like I was 10 years ago :| ) have nothing but sex on their mind 24/7.
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